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Hello again. Hope your day is going well. My day has been rather confusing. In past relationships I got used or cheated on. And if I start talking to a guy I get lied to. What happened to trust in the relationship? Like seriously. I was talking to this guy we started taking in April till June. I went to the beach and then he stopped texting me. I got out of a tough relationship in February. So talking to this new guy was a big step. I was falling for him and I thought he was too. Guess I was wrong. He can get one facebook and my year book but cant even send me a text. Its been like two maybe three weeks. But while I was at the beach I met someone. He goes to my new school. He super cute. But I don’t know l. I don’t think I’m ever good enough for anyone. And I always feel to “big “. I mean I try flirting with him but sometimes he seems non interested. Hes like almost perfect…

Hes the thing : when I moved in fifth grade,  I met a guy. We flirted off and on. Well I moved to my moms and never heard from him. Last November we started talking again. And he got really cute. We flirted again. And I started to like him. Well I ended up telling him. He said he didn’t know if he liked me. I should of guess because I called him my best friend. Well we stopped talking a bit. Now off and on. Hes still my best friend. But his friends sister is my sisters friend and a while ago they went to this lake thing. The two guys and my sister and her friend. Well.. She knew back then I had a thing for him. Well I was just in formed she and him flirted when they went. Okay guys are guys but my sister? That’s messed up.

Well I got on facebook the other day and I see my sister liked the new guys one photo, an older one too. Like really? For once can I try and be happy? Like I get it sis, your skinner, prettier but don’t try and steal my guy.

I am very self conscience about me, my weight, look, evertything and sometimes I think she uses that against me and it pisses me off so bad…

Like I like this kid. He neeeeeds to take the freaking hint! Is flirting not enough

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